Hi, guys! I just came from a 2 day trip to a place my best friend hangs out sometimes(it´s about 130 kilos away). The reasons why I went there: 1) To go and have a good time with my friend and his buddies(in other words, to immitate "Jackass" :D ) 2) As my friend said, there were lots of babes there - I just wanted to meet one and get to know her a bit more ;) .
Anyway, we went there and i saw a beautiful girl(She looked like Batwoman(Batgirl?) in Batman & Robin(Batman Forever?) only a bit thinner and alot more cute :D ). When i saw her, i couldn`t stop looking for more than 10 secs. Though i was too shy to say anything so i didn`t get to know her much :( .
The next day(today), i didn`t see her at all, and when i left, i just couldn`t stop thinking of her.. She is the reason i`ll go there again.. the next time i can go there is in winter :( .
You might think i´m a jerk because i was after physical appearance(I literally thought like this - *Looks at one girl. Thinks: "Nah, she`s too fat". Looks at another one. Thinks:"Nope, not enough pretty*) without even knowing what she is "inside".
It probably was just physical attraction(I don`t belive in "love at first sight")
but i`ve just never had this feeling about any girl before.
Heh, this all seems so over-dramatisized but i just want some advice - What should i do?
PS: I`m asking this here because of three reasons: 1) I know you guys. Ironworkers(soon Escapees) are mostly caring people and maybe know things about these kind of stuff. 2) I`m not in the mood to register in somekind of love.. thing. 3) Asking about this from anyone i know in real life could bring some consequences.. and would make me feel uncomfortable.
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