Moridin: I will not reiterate what everyone else said, and I do feel the same way that they do. One thought comes to mind tho. You have said before that your friends are HER friends. Please don't go away from here forever, because we all are
YOUR friends. You need support in your journey, wherever it leads (and I hope you have told your own counselor how you feel about life without your wife... scary words my friend!
). You must know that we are supportive of you and want the best for you.
Please check back with us from time to time?
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Having abandoned my search for truth, I am now looking for a good Fantasy.