Zeeke75, man do you got it bad as they say. Have you ever watched an old Star Trek episode where spock had the blood lust thing going on and almost killed the captain to get to his girl...sounds like you have had an experience with the" got it bad thing"..Now lets look at this from a neutral point of veiw.
You have known her for 2 months now on a freindship basis. This is not a very long time. I did not take the proper time to court my first wife, did not know her good, and I was only 21. The blood lust thing..well you already know about that.
I say to you now, that you should ask her out on a formal date. Dont cut yourself off from the rest of the world, freinds, and family. Slow things down a little. Take a cold shower ,re-group, do the things that you like to do.See if she likes the sports or activity's you do...and do them! You can start seeing the real person she is and not the one you or her have been talking about. After some time you will see if it really is love. Only a fool rushes in...that was me at one time ..please don't let it be you..I married my second wife after we dated formerly for 7 months than lived together for 9 months. I still went a little fast but that worked for me. We have been married for 3 years now and things are pretty good. We still love each other and respect one another greatly. We dont always agree and have our differences like any other couple out there.But we agreed to disagree on a nice basis.
Personally, I think that ladies are gifted at finding faults in men.If they want to find one...well..just pick one out. Your friends ex-bf is probably thinking to himself "what the hell just happened".She likes you!Thats what happened. The faults were pointed out, get your nice clothes out of the closet and start dateing her!! Good luck and I hope to god I didn't make anyone mad here.Good luck Zeeke75! Let us know small details, thats what life is all about.
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Conan
[This message has been edited by Conan (edited 06-28-2001).]