Perhaps someday I will have to read tarot cards for people online. I have done it before. It does seem to work as well.
I think perhaps the dream was nothing more than you telling yourself that you have felt swept along and although you had a choice previously, you are not happy with where it has led you. Now it is going to take a possibly painful choice to move on to where you want to be.
Disclaimer: I am of course only the standard garden variety dufus. Any thing I might say that sounds profound is only mental flatulence.
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The line between good and evil is razor sharp. Be careful of misteps,
lest you find yourself spitted upon your own blade.