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Sir, trust me, one such as yourself would most definitely not appreciate the method that I used to get over it. When it happenened, I was too overcome with grief, I barely wanted to continue life at all. That's when I became a mercenary, hoping the monsters would klill me since I was too cowardly to do it myself. However, I soon found out that they couldn't kill me, that somehow I always escaped alive... so instead of seeking a physical death, I instead killed my emotions. I can no longer feel the way you do, except for anger... Believe me, it is not something that I would suggest for you. You seem to be so full of life, of the will to live, that my cure would be an unbearable punishment for yourself. But if you want, I can help you deal with your loss...
Why can't I remember what it was like? I could feel it at one point... but no more...
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