[Tobbin]

I'm sorry that I never got to know you before all this happened. You sound like a very devoted friend that has had a really bad week. I didn't see what happened that provoked all of this, but I would just like to offer that attacking someone the way you did on here is not a good answer. There are times that everyone does not agree. I have tried to defend some people myself. Perhaps being a little naive in the process. Both towards the people I thought to be friends and to those that I never got to know. You have to remember that this is a gathering place for a multitude of people. Some click right away, and then again, some don't. If you find someone objectionable, you should talk to the people that run this place. If they don't give you a feeling of satisfaction, then maybe this isn't the place for you. Please don't read too much into that last statement. I am not trying to be objectionable/rude or negative in any fashion. What I am trying to say is this forum is run by Ziroc. Coming here is like visiting at his house (possibly virtually, but still the same nevertheless). By posting as you have done, you have basically started arguing/fighting right in his living room. Ziroc hosts this forum with his own money (plus whatever donations he can get) and devotes his own time to try and make a nice place where people can gather together. I used to run a BBS before, so I have a SLIGHT understanding of what he does. I can't tell you how much work it is to run a forum. I don't want to take any sides in whatever issues you have because honestly, I don't know you nor do I know what problems came up that caused you to lash out. I hope that there can be some kind of understanding because I think you would be someone that would be worthy of getting to know, but the way it is now, things don't look so good. I hope you can find peace though. There has been too much going on in the last few years. Well, I can only wish you the best of luck at this point.Please know that I do not lie. You can accept that or not, but there does appear to be a message that you have felt you have been wronged severely and I am not trying to add to that.